Are you giving your best? Because I am. Is it that hard? I don't know how to size that. Can you? I mean, it's been complicated, we know. The whole year has been. The whole almost-16 months. Why don't you try to improve yourself even more? Are you trying? It's been all so hard, but now so much time's gone by, you see, and we can do so much more. We are not giving up, I know. Wer'e not giving up in a 100%. But you are in a ... how much percentage? Think you don't even know or want me to think that?
And he. Why does he keep on asking me how I am, when he doesn't even listen after I've said fine ? Does he really think I'm fine, or that's just what he wants to listen, cuz he's been so tired -as always,- and he doesn't want to hear anything. How've you grades been? Everything OK at university? Yeah, sure. I've tried to keep on talking, so we can have a conversation , as he says, but he just interrupts me. He says we can't have any normal chats, and that I'm so cold at him. How not? I mean, does he ever pay attention to what I want to say? So tired.
This is not OK. This is not how it should be, but I've tried to change many things. And I have changed many of them. But it also depends on you, you know. You should be giving more, you should be really tired. As tired as I am, cuz I work till I can give no more. Cuz I've been giving my best.
Originally written in My Notes, Facebook. 07 Nov. 2008.
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